27th says-here i come!!!

Exactly 7 days to go!!!.......
this 1 week was so hectic(hectic z nt the rit word,was worse than that:()........got my chest xray yesterday.....today have to visit doc for the medicines,planning to take some 2-3 course of antibiotics incase my worst fear come true,hope it dozn happen.......got the outward bound plan details which is happening on 7th and 8th as part of induction week,looks like lot of activites are planned that week....
nowadays without me realising it itself,im relly frustrated,now whatz the exact reason,even i dunno.....the only time when u really feel helpless in your life z when you cant find the issue troubling you and you are disturbed about it through out the day....as most of my frndz point out it could be about the feeling that you are suddenly exposed like that to the world without any shelters and shades...this is something even i realised recently,throughout in my life there were a set of people who were there with me,especially from an age of 16-25......even if i tackled my issues mostly by myself,they being just there with me was a morale booster for me.......maybe when i came to tvm last year,the kind of unrest i felt within myself,even if i cudn find the reason then,could be attributed this same issue itself.........btu there also i got 2 bubbly gals as frndz very soon itself:).......as i always say,god has always been kind to me when it comes to frndship when i was 15 onwards,always i was surrounded with some really good friends and some of them are really frndshipz for a lifetime....maybe he was compensating me for whatever i missed out till then:)...thatz when i really realised a golden fact also- true frndz r the ones who will be just there when u need them,they may not send u daily hi mails,but when u need them ,they will be there,no matter however busy they are.........
so this may be a real test for me,even if i have adjusted to all sort of situations in my life,sumwhere feel this would be a different experience in my life,waiting for it:).....